i was going to post here, about how i was thinking of my parents. it was something important about how their selfishness put me and my sister through so much hell when we were kids.
i was going to post here about how i felt like an alien growing up, separate from everyone else, and weird and sort of sad.
i was going to post about things from my past that still piss me off, or make me feel blue.
but by the time i logged in, it had worn off.
it is a beautiful cool summer evening, and i'm sitting next to my best friend, and i'm in a happy frame of mind.
so i decided not to post to my blog, and just enjoy the evening air.